Day 2

One day after the diagnosis. It's beginning to sink in. It's night, all the activity of the day is quieted down and I'm here alone. Reading information about this, about...cancer, treatment, how to feel, what to expect, information, information, information...I'm alone. There's a sinking feeling down in the pit of my stomache. Alone. The weight of the inplications of all this is starting to be felt. Had my first cry.