Day 10

Got a call today to move the surgery up by 4 days to the 27th.I feel glad to be getting it done earlier, but I'm going to miss JoJo's first football game. Went and had labs done today, pre-op. Talked with Betty and missed a call from Kaiser. Got a little fearful about that missed call. The fear is that the cancer is more advanced and that they detected it in my blood sample. At the Van Horn's tonight during the first night of the Truth Project, the question was, "Do you really believe that what you believe is really real?" If I do then I believe that God is going to work for my good, my kid's good, and my husband's good through this journey of cancer and whaever that brings with it. That God is in control and that I have no need to fear because God is with me at all times.